You say we're both little people and you like it that way

Saturday, July 14, 2012 1:43 AM

Hi i feel like breaking down again :'(

Everything was going smoothly this morning..

Well except for me having to run alone lol.. But its ok :)

Met SA today, everything was ok. Really ok.

But when it comes to girls........ WAH FUCK MY HEART WAS STABBED A MILLION TIMES

Like hello?! I'm like next to you, and i'm ur effing girlfren...

You stare at hot girls. Make comments..

The chinese girl with shorts? Sexy right? TAKE HER LAH.

I'M NOT HOT OR WHATEVER WHAT, I'M UGLY.

So why must you be with me? You want hot girls so much, go fetch one.

I've been keeping this for a long time.. I have no guts to tell you.

And i don't think you even care. You will think that i'm fucking sensitive.

THEN GO THE FUCK OFF WITH ALL THOSE OTHER BEAUTIFUL HOT GIRLS.

I cannot tahan already....... Please lah :'''(

You were always my problem, to be honest.

I'm like this because of you, and you don't even realise.

Thanks for making me feel ugly and shitty inside and outside.

Beautiful girls around the world lah kan.

I feel fucking lonely.... Forever and always.

[up, up and away♥]

Fuck this.

Monday, June 11, 2012 12:42 AM

Stop fucking with my feelings. I care too much, bother too much.

Yeap, I'm a sensitive piece of shit. And you should know that.

You know, everytime there's a pretty girl. You'll be like "Eh pompan lawa"

HAVE YOU EVEN THOUGHT OF MY FEELINGS?! BET NOT!!

I've had enough, really.

I'm trying my best not to care :'(

You're taken for god's sake, don't act like you're not.

Fucking biatch..

[up, up and away♥]

How about me?

Thursday, June 7, 2012 2:55 AM

What the freaking hell is wrong with me? I feel so empty, so unhappy, so mad.

WHY AM SO EMO IN THE FIRST PLACE?!

Friends, boyfriend. Just this two, can make me feel so shitty...

Friends, behave like strangers. Act like as if I don't have feelings. Act as though I'm invisible.

Sometimes even treat me like shit. Make me as a servant.

Boyfriend, sometimes treat me like a friend and like a girlfriend.

Go around like "Eh, pompan cantek". And will be staring at those beautiful girls.

WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU GUYS TRYING TO DO TO ME?!

I HAVE FEELINGS MAN!!

I CARED FOR YOU GUYS. I POURED MY WHOLE HEART ONTO YOU GUYS.

I don't even know why I'm still trying!!

I could just be alone actually. Coz you know why? I still have a family, which care for me. Love me.

But you guys?! I DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND.

I'M HURT OK, HURT!!!!!

:'(

[up, up and away♥]

Hate.

Saturday, November 19, 2011 1:29 PM

I don't freaking understand people.

I hate this.

They only care about themselves.

Eff this shit.

I'm just effing tired :'( enough...

[up, up and away♥]

It's better.

Sunday, June 26, 2011 5:35 PM

I am better off alone, than having friends.

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Futuristic Lover.

Sunday, April 10, 2011 3:40 AM

Hello.
Omgggggg, it's been such a long since I last blogged! o_o
I'm sorry :(
Been busy with life, can't update much.
3.44am now. Bored, sleeping soon though :\
School's making my brain explode -.-
SYF coming! So nervous :S
Hope everything goes smoothly and manage to get a Silver or Gold :)
I WANNA SLEEP!
Just a simple post, since I've not blogged for a very long time.
Takecare bloggie, see you soon :D

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Seasons In The Sun.

Friday, February 4, 2011 6:47 PM

Heyya, supppcxzs!
Today's Friday, I'M BOREDDDD. Still got two more days, sigh -.-
I'm gonna story about Wednesday.
If it's long and merepek, sorry lah. BORED MAH D:
Let's begin!
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Wednesday :-
HALF DAY, CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D
First 2 periods, MT.
Gereksss! Cikgu Linda very cute ^^
3rd period went to the hall, got performance by outsiders.
Woaaah, they're super flexible like super band-able rulers o_o
Sat and watch for 1 hour.
Alvin and Jia Jin's brains are so yellow uh, tskkk -.-
Afterwards met Mdm Ros, blahblahblah..
Met the dancers. Planned and decorated papers for notice board until 12 plus.
Long right? Wasehhh, put all our efforts to it o_o
After that....
*WARNING*, THIS PART QUITE MUSHY, SO YOU MAY SKIP!!!!
Anyway, I'm not trying to boast about me and SA or anything, I just wanna show/say how I felt.
MY BLOG, MY SAY. Geddit? Oh yeah ~ :B
So yeah, after that I went to Lakepark to meet SA.
So longggg never meet y'know :(((
Met him at the shelter near the entrance and then walked with him to Lakeside Plaza :)
Saw Adlan sleeping like one ah-pek bawah block. Hahahahaha. Chey, bastard :P
Sat down with SA and talked :D
Lalalala, then Adlan woke up and started singing.
Aisehhh, his voice ah, very the irritating. Even SA agrees :P
He talks to strangers like bangla's and ah-pek's.
He really power ah, serious. HAHAHA! Joker sia :P
Then it rained (due to Adlan's singing :P).
SA asked me whether I was cold.
I said yeah, abit.
And he said "Nak i hug?" ^^
It was really sweet, omggg :3
But I didn't say anything, stupid kaaan -.-
Nevermind lah, next time je eh Hida. HAHA :)
Adlan and SA said really funny things that made me laugh non-stop.
From "hehehe" to "HAHAHAHA!" xD
Afterwards Adlan had to go to work. Salam-ed SA and threw something at me -.-
I was so geram with him! Wanna chew his head off! >:(((
You know what he throw?!
A bottle cap and... CICAK YANG DAH MAMPUS!!!
WTFFF KAN, URGH!! -..-
SA calmed me down and said he would hit Adlan the next time they meet. Yayyy ^-^
We sat together and had a heart-to-heart conversation <3 :D
He disturbed me. I pinch him. He poke me. I flicked him.
I am ganasss, oh no D:
But I did said sorry and made him feel better :)))
At 5pm we decided to go home.
Walked with him, he wants to sent me to the bus-stop despite me saying no :)
Pinched each others cheeks like mad people.
Laugh like retards together.
Chased each other like kids.
<333 ^_____^
He put his arms around me, hugged me and pinched my cheeks.
I was blushing like hell. Cherries in my cheeks :$
Said good-bye to him and boarded the bus.
It was a splendid day. No words could describe how I felt.
The best day I have ever had.
Our hearts told our mind to be brave and do what we want to.
And we did it :)
I love my dearest Saiful ♥
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We spent 4 hours together o_o
Awesomeee, world record! HAHAHA :P
Okay, long enough.
BYE!! :P
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Your hug makes me feel warm and never want to let go <3
CHEERIOS!
♥

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