What the freaking hell is wrong with me? I feel so empty, so unhappy, so mad.
WHY AM SO EMO IN THE FIRST PLACE?!
Friends, boyfriend. Just this two, can make me feel so shitty...
Friends, behave like strangers. Act like as if I don't have feelings. Act as though I'm invisible.
Sometimes even treat me like shit. Make me as a servant.
Boyfriend, sometimes treat me like a friend and like a girlfriend.
Go around like "Eh, pompan cantek". And will be staring at those beautiful girls.
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU GUYS TRYING TO DO TO ME?!
I HAVE FEELINGS MAN!!
I CARED FOR YOU GUYS. I POURED MY WHOLE HEART ONTO YOU GUYS.
I don't even know why I'm still trying!!
I could just be alone actually. Coz you know why? I still have a family, which care for me. Love me.
But you guys?! I DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND.
I'M HURT OK, HURT!!!!!
:'(