Hi i feel like breaking down again :'(
Everything was going smoothly this morning..
Well except for me having to run alone lol.. But its ok :)
Met SA today, everything was ok. Really ok.
But when it comes to girls........ WAH FUCK MY HEART WAS STABBED A MILLION TIMES
Like hello?! I'm like next to you, and i'm ur effing girlfren...
You stare at hot girls. Make comments..
The chinese girl with shorts? Sexy right? TAKE HER LAH.
I'M NOT HOT OR WHATEVER WHAT, I'M UGLY.
So why must you be with me? You want hot girls so much, go fetch one.
I've been keeping this for a long time.. I have no guts to tell you.
And i don't think you even care. You will think that i'm fucking sensitive.
THEN GO THE FUCK OFF WITH ALL THOSE OTHER BEAUTIFUL HOT GIRLS.
I cannot tahan already....... Please lah :'''(
You were always my problem, to be honest.
I'm like this because of you, and you don't even realise.
Thanks for making me feel ugly and shitty inside and outside.
Beautiful girls around the world lah kan.
I feel fucking lonely.... Forever and always.